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Fish swims in the pool, for what?
2008-1-15
It's a long long time before I put English on my lips and let the words dance dring my printing,and now I encouraged ,exactly to say,urged, myself to do so.I didn't know if I can organize a sentence properly or put a word spelling correctly.But I had just to try.I want to return those ambitious days which I could master English as my own pet.I felt quite sorry that I almost quited English study after the Post Graducate Entrance Exam.That's just the beginning of my empire's falling.The turnout made me bumed out about my achivement in the exam, especially English. Because it held me back to get access to the Zhejiang Universty just by 2 marks.As a result,I detch my friend,English,like a wounding kid and just until now did I realize I'm doing wrong.Therefore,today I picked up this old wine to taste that if it gone bad for such a long time.
Life for me ,it's not bad,however,it's absolutely not good.The same life to track,the same things to do, the same computer to face.Nothing else to please myself,nothing to pull my energy and nothing to make my days count.The milestone of our life,30 years old,was stepping near and near,but I had nothing. Broke like a bum and enjoyed a lame life.A dull life, a common life, like the pig, awaiting for the judgment of fate all the time. I was vigrous and my body was full of strength, but I couldn't let it out. I thought I was just killing time.I want to budget my life with importent affairs to do as those big guns but I couldn't.Now,I just wait. Wait an end to all of these.Wait a shinning piont to a new beginning.
Just that!
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